Thursday, 13 March 2014

....This is all i can ask of you...

A metaphor to decipher......“When you remember me, it means that you have carried something of who I am with you, that I have left some mark of who I am on who you are...

... It means that you can summon me back to your mind even though countless years and miles may stand between us... It means that if we meet again, you will know me..from the very aroma of the air that would blow across my body...as it would be the same with me too.... It means that even after I die, you can still see my face and hear my voice and speak to me in your heart....which would compel me to visit you in your loneliest nightmares... 
For as long as you remember me, I am never entirely lost.... When I'm feeling most ghost-like, it is your remembering me that helps remind me that I actually exist... When I'm feeling sad, it's my consolation....that there is someone down below walking the winding road with me in her mind..... When I'm feeling happy, it's part of why I feel that way....
If you forget me, one of the ways I remember who I am will be gone.... If you forget, part of who I am will be gone....but that's also alright for the soul that will have nothing to loose .....”

Tuesday, 25 February 2014

In Dilemma..
...if it's so that we only live a small part of the life is within us,
What happens to the rest??
What could - what should be done...with all the time that lies ahead of Us?..
..Open and Unshaped...featherlight in its freedom..
and lead heavy moments into uncetainity ...
..is it a wish?.
...Dreamlike and Nostalgic to stand once again at that point in life..
and be able to take a completely different directions ..to the one which..
....has made us who we are.....

Tuesday, 14 January 2014

A thought across the meaningless metaphor......

(Just crossed my mind)....we all should know that when you love something so much, you start to hate it....
And yess....
its the same thing that happened to me and my design ability....
I have closed the lid of creative portion of my grey matter...(and some people would say that i have stopped loving life now)...
Then with astonishing gesture...i would be asked why did i stop loving life????
..Well fellas!!!..you don’t love life itself...
You love places, animals, music, literature, clothes, cars, food, MEMORIES, PEOPLE...
And sometimes you meet someone, who requires all the love you have to give, and if you lose that someone, you think everything else gonna stop too....

But everything else just keeps on going...
The line still haunts me- “You can miss a single being, even though you are surrounded by countless others”
..those countless others are like extras, they cloud your vision, they are a meaningless crowd, they are unwelcome distraction, 
...so we seek OBLIVION in SOLITUDE...
But Solitude only makes you wither...it makes you myopic...
And still there is the PART of my life I am yet to figure it out....

For which my journey is still on....hoping to be in Elysium someday......

Saturday, 7 September 2013

An...odd feeling in the DUSK....

What do you really want to know????
Am i sorry for d decision that i took ages back or sorry for what i did....
Well am I???....
but in reality....there is not even a single day goes by ..
i don't feel regret not because I am here in this state of my oblivion...
or because you all think i should....
now when i look back on the way i was then...
a young, stupid young soul...
too young to get the job...too young to get rich (which i suppose)...n too young to commit that terrible mistake..(dos who knoes me ..dey al knoe wat i mean...)
I wanna talk to HIM
I wanna try and talk some sense to him..
tell him the things are...n try to put him through some reality check...
But i can't...
that crazy stupid young fella is long gone...
this bitter ME is all that's left...
n i gotta live with this...
and now i don't give a SHIT!!!.....

Thursday, 1 August 2013

When night comes,...

A baby moon laughs sideways in the dark.....

I laugh back  and think......Partway across the world Your sky 

is also filled with this same Golden laughter,..

And hope that you,.... Twinkling Blue Eyes, see and hear,...

So that somehow we three are join together in our gladness,....

Each in our own space, ..

Together apart, Distance meaningless.....And I sleep in a world

 full of smiles....in fact i try to sleep but the thought continues to

 haunt me even in my wildest dream....and as usual the night 

slips away from me...to leave me with the reality of 

daylight...where all i can do is to pretend to be awesome while 

trying to make a living.....

Wednesday, 10 July 2013

Something never changes….


Men with troubled & sweaty faces, boys with extra energy & increased chivalry, garden with aged flowers.. , shops with no change, hearts with no brakes, few heart breaks,..gang of girls…..witchy women…people with faulty organ, evil intentions…believer of false promises…,smiling faces to welcome the miracle…bachelor prides, unspoken words , unrehearsed proposals , unwanted fevers , unknown sensations, untested  proximities ... couples all around , love all around . ... all in the middle of a chilled July morning ..Locked within d so called Central Park, Namchi in a dense intricate pattern.... Unabashed & Unabated ...

Something never changes ... :)
Another promised day has stepped in ….hoping to mend the broken soul…n bleeding pride…

Tuesday, 9 July 2013

my concern...
..yes this world is so BIG...
..so many things to be done...
role to be played....and time just passes by the wink of an eye...
..and i am sure that many things will be left UNDONE at the end..
..many words will be left UNSAID...
..............and this makes me real WORRIED ....at times
..just can't afford to leave this world with the basket full ....of unfinished state of affairs....
I think ...next time i will choose a SMALLER PLANET!!!..
How about you???......