A thought across the meaningless metaphor......

(Just crossed my mind)....we all should know that when you love something so much, you start to hate it...

And yes...

it's the same thing that happened to me and my design ability...

I have closed the lid of creative portion of my grey matter...(and some people would say that I have stopped loving life now)...

Then with an astonishing gesture... I would be asked why did I stop loving life????

..Well fellas!!!..you don’t love life itself...

You love places, animals, music, literature, clothes, cars, food, MEMORIES, PEOPLE...

And sometimes you meet someone, who requires all the love you have to give, and if you lose that someone, you think everything else gonna stop too...

But everything else just keeps ongoing...

The line still haunts me- “You can miss a single being, even though you are surrounded by countless others”

..those countless others are like extras, they cloud your vision, they are a meaningless crowd, they are an unwelcome distraction, 

...so we seek OBLIVION in SOLITUDE...

But Solitude only makes you wither...it makes you myopic...

And still, there is the PART of my life I am yet to figure it out...

For which my journey is still on....hoping to be in Elysium someday......