Yes!!! Dat was Yesterday………..I Fought for my life ….n
I WON…
Yes!! I do admit that I
have been very bad..absolutely bad to so many people..cause they only know that
they were the one responsible for that state of mine…yes!! I have fallen in and
outta love several times like normal humans do…cause I too had an untamed
heart then…. I have traveled through this ugly road cause that was the only way I
knew then….. I have fought with the dragons inside me and at times I have been scared to
death cause of the excruciating pain thus caused…
...yes! I got intoxicated in order to
take myself away from those shit that life had given to me…it gave me a magical
relief and made me delusional….to forget you were not a choice but a compulsion…I
had to rearrange myself in a new world without you…Yes! I have cried while walking
through the rain….tried to talk with those stars.... gazed at the moon hoping for some signs & answers …..Yes! I have been human on several occasions of my life….but in the end.. the feeling didn't change the reality…
And when I look back
now…I have no regrets..what I am right now is the consequences of my choice,... I am the only one responsible for myself…
My past is here to guide me ..not to judge me…I am PROUD to be MYSELF.
My past is here to guide me ..not to judge me…I am PROUD to be MYSELF.
Do keep on writing.
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Sure...sure
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